Childhood days;

Saturday, July 26, 2008, 5:42 AM

bakit kailangang malungkot?

bakit ako nalulungkot?

seryoso?

alam mo yun? i feel that i don't have the right to be sad kasi i got everything that i wanted(emotionally). err. it's weird. i was so happy yesterday tapos ngayon sobrang nakakalungkot talaga.

i was really happy yesterday because Ernest surprised me by picking me up sa school. I told him not to kasi sayang sa pamasahe(since nag-increase na), but he insisted. at 12:40 pm, i asked him where he was because i was still inside the classroom. I told him to wait for me, then he said na he would stay sa MINISTOP. i asked him which MINISTOP coz my school is sourrounded by lots of MINISTOP. :)) when i was about to go out of my building, i saw his car parked opposite my building near MINISTOP. hahahaha. i was surprised. seriously.

i was supposed to introduce him to my friends since all of them were in IMNO (too bad, i missed our block inuman AGAIN.), sayang walang parking. so umuwi nalang kami :P . we were supposed to eat at PIZZA HUT kasi i was craving for CHEEZY POPS. hahaha. so he promised me na we'll have our lunch there ♥ . unfortunately, mama texted me and told me to go straight to Philam kasi she's watching Alon's school program. So instead of eating sa PIZZA HUT, we ended up watching Alon's dance =)) although im a bit disappointed kasi i wasn't able to eat CHEEZY POPS. boo.

After Alon's program, we went home, then played with Alon for a little bit.. then we played PSP =)) ayun, basta ganon :D when he left my house, he texted me if he could drop by again, he wants me to meet his pamangkins :P hahaha. weird. :))

after he left, i felt kinda sad and EMPTY. seriously. di ko alam yung reason kung bakit. hanggang ngayon. ang bigat ng feeling.

[wait. kakatawag lang niya, he told me na he can't find his phone. boo.]

grr. ewan ko talaga. nalulungkot akoooooo.

minsan sa buhay, kailangan mong malungkot para malaman mo na hindi lahat ng oras kaya mong idaan ang lahat sa tawa.

okay, OA nako. masyado nakong maraming kwento.

Labels: churva, love, school

Sunday, May 11, 2008, 7:34 AM

mothers day

happy mothers day to all moms :)

usapang haircut.
since it's mothers day, my mom treated me to the salon. :) my mom, my sister and i had a haircut. hahaha (i'll post the before and after soon). now i have bangs, as in she bangs she bangs. hahaha. sabi nga nila, "change is good". haay, im starting to get along with this "change" thing hahaha. nanibago ako right after akong gupitan, napasabi nalang ako ng "ayos toh, mukha akong bakla." hahaha. WEIIIRRRD. :) makakasanayan ko rin ang baklang ichura. haha.

usapang strike.
may nationwide strike bukas. mapapa "holy eff" nalang ako. it's my orientation day tomorrow, im excited to meet mimi and meet "new friends and soon to be blockmates". at first my mom permitted me to go to the orientation[FYI: nag check ako ng "no, i will not attend" dun sa orientation reply slip, hahaha pero gusto ko talagang pumunta] then after 5 hours, biglang may balita na may "nationwide strike", as in no transpooo. (kung pwede sanang mag kalesa mula las pinas hanggang taft eh. ahahaha). medyo nabadtrip ako that's my freakin' first orientation sa college tas biglang di ako papayagan? booooooo. my mom said na "hindi lahat makakapunta dahil maaapektuhan ng strike, at pwede raw ma-move yung orientation" EH PANO KUNG HINDI? pano kung magpunta sila tapos ako lang hindi?booo. i'll call CSB tomorrow morning. sana merooooon. oh pleeease.

usapang boyfriend.
i miss him. ewan ko, feeling ko he doesn't feel the same way. the last time we went out was during our first anniv, last april 22 after nun, wala na. we hardly talk and nasasayang unli koo. holy eff. hahaha. weird super. hindi ako galit o ano, gusto ko lang maglabas ng sama ng loob. hahaha.

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Labels: churva, college, love