Childhood days;

Saturday, July 26, 2008, 5:42 AM

bakit kailangang malungkot?

bakit ako nalulungkot?

seryoso?

alam mo yun? i feel that i don't have the right to be sad kasi i got everything that i wanted(emotionally). err. it's weird. i was so happy yesterday tapos ngayon sobrang nakakalungkot talaga.

i was really happy yesterday because Ernest surprised me by picking me up sa school. I told him not to kasi sayang sa pamasahe(since nag-increase na), but he insisted. at 12:40 pm, i asked him where he was because i was still inside the classroom. I told him to wait for me, then he said na he would stay sa MINISTOP. i asked him which MINISTOP coz my school is sourrounded by lots of MINISTOP. :)) when i was about to go out of my building, i saw his car parked opposite my building near MINISTOP. hahahaha. i was surprised. seriously.

i was supposed to introduce him to my friends since all of them were in IMNO (too bad, i missed our block inuman AGAIN.), sayang walang parking. so umuwi nalang kami :P . we were supposed to eat at PIZZA HUT kasi i was craving for CHEEZY POPS. hahaha. so he promised me na we'll have our lunch there ♥ . unfortunately, mama texted me and told me to go straight to Philam kasi she's watching Alon's school program. So instead of eating sa PIZZA HUT, we ended up watching Alon's dance =)) although im a bit disappointed kasi i wasn't able to eat CHEEZY POPS. boo.

After Alon's program, we went home, then played with Alon for a little bit.. then we played PSP =)) ayun, basta ganon :D when he left my house, he texted me if he could drop by again, he wants me to meet his pamangkins :P hahaha. weird. :))

after he left, i felt kinda sad and EMPTY. seriously. di ko alam yung reason kung bakit. hanggang ngayon. ang bigat ng feeling.

[wait. kakatawag lang niya, he told me na he can't find his phone. boo.]

grr. ewan ko talaga. nalulungkot akoooooo.

minsan sa buhay, kailangan mong malungkot para malaman mo na hindi lahat ng oras kaya mong idaan ang lahat sa tawa.

okay, OA nako. masyado nakong maraming kwento.

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