joaneism ♥

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2009-01-14T06:35:00.000-08:00

MOVED.

ask me if you wanna know :)

im back

2008-11-05T06:31:00.000-08:00

YESSSS. I'm back finally. :)

i missed blogging.

i missed YOU.

i missed everyone :)

debut jitters

2008-10-13T07:08:00.000-07:00

im excited yet nervous.

:|

k.

:)

boohoo.

2008-10-09T06:15:00.000-07:00

boo. i feel sad.

okaaay?

OMFG.

2008-09-25T06:41:00.000-07:00

ang pag-ibig, sa una lang yan matamis. Pag tumagal, nagiging matabang na.

hello? kilig? where are you? :))

The Perfect Girlfriend.

2008-09-20T18:53:00.000-07:00

i got this from multiply ;)

What is a perfect girlfriend? They say there's no such thing as perfection, and that she doesn't exist.

She dresses up all cute and pretty every time you take her out on a date. This is her way of keeping you interested as your eyes are locked solely on her. You stare at other girls instead, and she gets hurt and upset that all her time and effort were put to waste.
You call her insecure.

She holds on to you like she's never letting you go. This is her way of telling other girls that she's lucky that she has you, and no, you're not available.
You call her clingy.

She calls you the sweetest nicknames, or ones that only you two will understand. This is her way of saying how special you are, and that there's nobody else in this world like you. You call other girls "babe" just as how you would call her, and she gets disappointed.
You call her shallow and jealous.

She checks up on you, making sure you made it home safely or that you're not out getting yourself into any kind of trouble. This is her way of showing how often she thinks about you and that she worries constantly because that's how much she cares.
You say she's nagging.

She cries when you do or say something wrong. This is her way of saying "That hurt only because YOU said it and I love YOU."
You call her overly sensitive and emotional.

She loves you more than you love her. This is her way of dealing with the fact that your relationship wasn't like how it used to be, but she is willing to make room for more love and some changes. You push her away.
You call her dramatic and annoying.

So go ahead. Leave the insecure, clingy, jealous, nagging, overly sensitive, annoying girl.

She will soon be much happier in the arms of someone who actually deserves her: the perfect boyfriend.

something new.

2008-09-19T07:23:00.000-07:00

tumblr.
I tried out something new today. It's not actually "new-new" but it's new. hahaha. I've seen a lot of people using this. so I signed up =)). It's so weird because i can't manage to blog once in a while then i found myself signing up in tumblr. I'm still fixing the site though. I'll let you know once i'm done. I'm still figuring out on how will i working this thing. :))

3hour break.
I so hate my schedule. I hate my "3-hour" break. this is something new. I mean i'm not used to this kind of schedule. I can't bum around for 3 hours, plus it's so magastos. I'm spending more than my allowance. wth?

id.
So for those of you who doesn't know about my I.D., it got lost accidentally. It's a long story. But to cut things short, since i lost my I.D., i had to renew them or get a new one. I thought that getting a new one is easy, it's fast although you need to spend lots. srsly. I spent like P635 for an ID. i can't believe it. P100 for the affidavit of loss, then another P535 for the ID itself. Thank goodness, i was able to get my awhile ago (im sick of using my temporary pass). :))

sleepy.
that's something new. :))

revenge as stress relief.

2008-09-15T06:59:00.000-07:00

pwedeng mag sorry? you don't have to blame everything on me.

gusto kong gumanti. this is not fair.

hiatus.

2008-09-10T05:23:00.000-07:00

sembreak

2008-08-28T07:26:00.000-07:00

di ko alam kung excited bako.

hello sembreak.

stressed parin ako. seryoso.

16th month

2008-08-22T06:40:00.000-07:00

PS. we're not breaking up or something. :P

it's our 16th month today. I almost forgot. i dunno, i think we're both too busy to notice. i haven't talked to him for days. He has been so busy with his school stuff, and basketball practice, while i was busy with cramming my projects and school stuff.

I think that it's also my fault, i told him that we shouldn't see each other for a while because of this "something". At first, he wasn't sure if it'll work out like that, but then i told him that "we need to do this, we have to.."

..and so it happened. we didn't see each other for a while, and for me it was like HELL. srsly. alam mo yung feeling na hindi ka masaya? nalulungkot ka pag uuwi ka tapos maaalala mo dapat magkikita kayo today? darn! it really feels weird. :( i just miss him terribly.

hun, if ever you're reading this, I just want you to know that im so sorry if we have to go through this. I wasn't expecting this to happen. I know we'll see each other SOON. hopefuly. i miss you. seriously. i love you dear. happy 16th.

okay, masyado nakong seryoso. btw, excited nako lumabas kasama bestfriends ko nextnext week. wohooooooooo. red horse :)

i miss you. bigtime

2008-08-21T08:03:00.000-07:00

it still feels different when we're together. it has been so long since we last saw each other.

i miss you.

i miss your HUG
i miss your KISS
i miss your LOVE

I MISS EVERY PART YOU.

i love you.

im sorry things get so fucked up. i know that we'll get through with this.

i hope to see you soon. srsly.

i miss you so much babe.

boo.

2008-08-17T20:14:00.000-07:00

hindi ako masaya sa ganitong set-up.

why?

2008-08-14T06:22:00.000-07:00

why is it so hard?
why do i have to go through this?
why do i have to give up?
why can't i be happy?
why can't i choose?

...and why can't i be with someone that i really like?

WHY?

paranoid

2008-08-10T05:57:00.000-07:00

naging mabuti ba akong GIRLFRIEND?
seriously?

oh, btw, im plugging my ask&answer section. ask me something! :) hahaha. okay? you read my blog, you comment or you ask. :)) hahaha. okay?

ayheychu.

2008-08-05T06:00:00.000-07:00

the title says it all.

i hate you.
just for today.

for 5 minutes, i felt that i was taken for granted.
im too tired to argue
im too helpless to complain
and im too scared to answer back.

advice

2008-07-28T00:41:00.000-07:00

Nitong mga nakaraang araw, napapansin ko ang mga kaibigan kong namomobroblema sa kanilang buhay pag-ibig. marami silang katanungan na sila mismo ay hindi malaman ang sagot at dahilan. kaya bigla kong naisipang magblog dahil sa kanila. =))

PS: press to play. para pwedeng mag-emote habang nagbabasa :P

BAKIT BA GANITO?

bakit ba ganito nararamdaman ko?
naiinis ako. naaasiwa ako. kinikilig ako. natutuwa ako. naiiyak ako.
natutuwa ako pag kasama kita.
kinikilig ako pag kausap kita.
pero bakit ganon? naiinis ako pag kasama mo SIYA
hindi ako selfish
hindi ako madamot
at mas lalong hindi ako nagseselos.
nakakaiingit lang dahil mas malapit ka sa kanya , eh kung iisipin mas nauna tayong nagkakilala.
bakit ngayon parang balewala nalang ako?
nagkakaganito ako dahil sayo.

kilala mo lang ako pag may kailangan ka
nilalapitan mo lang ako pag gusto mo ng kausap
naglalambing pa pag inaasar tayo
...at nagpapa-uto naman ako para sakyan ang trip mo
ang nakaka-asar pa dun, hindi ko kayang magalit sayo.

pagkatapos kitang pahiramin ng jacket ko..
makinig sa mga kwento mo..
sumakay sa trip mo
tapos babalewalain mo lang ako.

minsan hindi ko maintindihan ang gusto mong sabihin
hindi ko ma-gets ang mga ikinikilos mo
naguguluhan ako.

manhid ka. alam mo yun?
alam mong gusto kita
natatakot lang ako aminin kasi ayaw kong i-pusta ang pagkakaibigan natin
ayaw kong kamunghian mo ako
ayaw kong iwasan mo ako
hahayaan ko nalang mabaon ang nararamdaman ko.
pipikit nalang ako para di ko makita.
magbibingi-bingihan nalang ako para di ko marinig
at magtatanga-tangahan nalang ako para di mo pansin.

ang masaklap dito, hindi ko kayang magalit sayo
hindi ko kayang magselos dahil wala akong karapatan
SINO LANG BA AKO SAYO?
hindi mo naman ako girlfriend.
classmate mo lang ako, sa madaling salita.. KAIBIGAN mo lang ako
at hanggang dun nalang yun.
dinadaan ko nalang ang lahat sa biro, pero nasasaktan ako. seryoso

bakit kasi IKAW pa?
nasasaktan ako sa ginagawa mo.
alam kong wala akong aasahan dahil may iba ka na..
hindi rin ako humuhingi ng kapalit
gusto ko lang sabihin na gusto kita
ganon ka-simple.
...at magkikita nanaman tayo bukas
sasaktan ko nanaman ang sarili ko
pero ayos lang, IKAW naman yan eh.

mahal na ba kita? o nagkataon lang?

pampalakas ng loob habang nag iisip ka :P

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panoorin nyo toh:
(i got this from MIMI :D)

bakit kailangang malungkot?

2008-07-26T05:42:00.000-07:00

bakit ako nalulungkot?

seryoso?

alam mo yun? i feel that i don't have the right to be sad kasi i got everything that i wanted(emotionally). err. it's weird. i was so happy yesterday tapos ngayon sobrang nakakalungkot talaga.

i was really happy yesterday because Ernest surprised me by picking me up sa school. I told him not to kasi sayang sa pamasahe(since nag-increase na), but he insisted. at 12:40 pm, i asked him where he was because i was still inside the classroom. I told him to wait for me, then he said na he would stay sa MINISTOP. i asked him which MINISTOP coz my school is sourrounded by lots of MINISTOP. :)) when i was about to go out of my building, i saw his car parked opposite my building near MINISTOP. hahahaha. i was surprised. seriously.

i was supposed to introduce him to my friends since all of them were in IMNO (too bad, i missed our block inuman AGAIN.), sayang walang parking. so umuwi nalang kami :P . we were supposed to eat at PIZZA HUT kasi i was craving for CHEEZY POPS. hahaha. so he promised me na we'll have our lunch there ♥ . unfortunately, mama texted me and told me to go straight to Philam kasi she's watching Alon's school program. So instead of eating sa PIZZA HUT, we ended up watching Alon's dance =)) although im a bit disappointed kasi i wasn't able to eat CHEEZY POPS. boo.

After Alon's program, we went home, then played with Alon for a little bit.. then we played PSP =)) ayun, basta ganon :D when he left my house, he texted me if he could drop by again, he wants me to meet his pamangkins :P hahaha. weird. :))

after he left, i felt kinda sad and EMPTY. seriously. di ko alam yung reason kung bakit. hanggang ngayon. ang bigat ng feeling.

[wait. kakatawag lang niya, he told me na he can't find his phone. boo.]

grr. ewan ko talaga. nalulungkot akoooooo.

minsan sa buhay, kailangan mong malungkot para malaman mo na hindi lahat ng oras kaya mong idaan ang lahat sa tawa.

okay, OA nako. masyado nakong maraming kwento.

bakit ang tanga ko?

2008-07-16T05:28:00.000-07:00

umuwi ako ng maaga.
excited
at nagbabakasakali
di ko inalintana ang lakas ng ulan
o ang pagkasira ni Mr. Payong
akala ko magkikita tayo
akala ko namimiss mo ako
pero akala ko lang yun
hanggang pag-uwi ko
umasa parin ako.
umasa na magpapakita ka sa pinto
pero hanggang asa lang ako.
tapos ang maririnig ko lang sayo..
"SORRY PAGOD AKO"
pagod din ako at nagtanga-tangahan nanaman ako.

nakakabaliw. ang sarap mag laslas. puta.

naiinis ako.

2008-07-14T03:59:00.000-07:00

hindi kami nagkita ng 1 linggo. ewan ko. naiinis ako kasi hindi naman "reasonable" yung mga rason niya. ilang beses niyang sinabi na busy siya kasi mag-aaral siya pero HINDI NAMAN.

i called him kanina after his class then asked him kung nasan siya. he told me na he was at the mall with his classmates. MALAMANG may girls siyang kasama. what's worse is that he bought his car with him (isipin mo nalang kung sinong katabi niya).

HINDI AKO NAGSESELOS. NAIINIS LANG.

after nun, i was checking my friendster then i checked his. tinignan ko yung profile nung classmate niya then checked HER photos. i saw a picture of them at my boyfs house.

i was like.. HOLYYY EFFF. NAGPUNTA NGA PALA SILA DUN.

BAKIT SILA NAKAPUNTA NA, AKO HINDI PA.

fuck. ewan ko. ang looser.

alam ko OA nako.

di daw kasi kami pwede magkita this week =(

errr.

hindi ako selfish.

2008-07-07T06:48:00.000-07:00

bakit ba ako naiinis? ewan ko talaga. parang nung friday lang nung huli kaming nagkita, tapos super namimiss ko na talaga siyaaaa. di ko talaga alam kung anong problema ko.
kasi naman ganito yun:

July 4 -- FRIDAY
it's his birthday. He surprised me by picking me up at school (o dba? sosyal? siya pa yung sumundo at nag surprise sakin :p). Then we went straight home then watched dvds. after his long stay, my mom decided to ask him if he would like to join us for dinner since susunduin din namin sister ko. Tapos ayun, (first family dinner w/ him sa labas :)). Then he went home.
super saya ko talaga that day. as in.

July 5 -- SATURDAY
meron siyang pasok. Then he and his blockmates went to the wake of their lolo's classmate. siguro mga 2:30 yun, i told him to call me up if he's not busy anymore. Sumapit ang 4:00 wala parin, nakatulog nako sa kaiintay. tas mga 10:30 he said na super sleepy na siya kasi pagod.

July 6 -- SUNDAY
walang kwenta. ewan ko kung nag usap ba kami ng matino o naglokohan lang kami.
July 7 -- MONDAY
i texted him this morning, then tried calling him up during his break [pero walang sagot]. Then i texted him mga 4:30 kasi i was really worried na baka abutan siya ng ulan sa labas. tapos ayun mga 6 pm nako natext.

i "buzzed" him sa ym and sinabi ko na namimiss ko na siya, tapos sinagot lang niya ako ng "Hun, sorry, overload"

okaaaaay. mag-iintay nalang ako.

ang sabi nga nung gepsych teacher ko, "hindi ka pa ready magmahal kung sarili mo lang iniisip mo."

hindi ako selfish. nakakapanibago lang. hahaha HINDI AKO SELFISH.

namimiss ko lang talaga siyaaa. badtrip.

AKO YUNG NASE-STRESS SA KANYA.

i miss you hun :(

i miss..

2008-07-02T06:28:00.000-07:00

i just miss them so much :(

i miss my boy

-even if i get to see him once a week, it still feels different. I MISS HIM SOOO MUCH.

i miss my girls

-after 35 years. hahaha. I'll be seeing them soon (Kaye's debut). I miss them to bits and pieces. i miss their laugh, jokes, hirit and chichis :D i can't wait to see them :P

i miss Alon.

-ALON IS LOVE. he's such a talented boy. he knows how to sing BAHAY KUBO. hahaha. how i wish i could see him every now and then :P

i love FMA5 buddies

-bigla ko lang na-feel na namiss ko sila :D

eto nanaman.

2008-06-18T07:31:00.000-07:00

walang time.

busy.

puyat.

pagod.

ano kayang sunod?

maraming pwedeng mangyari, at ayoko nang isipin. ganito naman palagi.

first time

2008-06-02T05:33:00.000-07:00

nag cut ako. hahahha. hindi lang pala ako, kasama yung iba kong blockmates. hehe. it was super fun kahit na our prof caught us "cutting her class". hahaha super patay malisya. first time ever ko mag cut. hahaha. ayun lang natuwa lang ako :) ahaha.

to make the long story short, we went to MOA. hahahaha. ice skating was superrr fun. hahaha. adventure buddies again :)) hahaha. i never thought na makakarating kami dun hahaha as in we went there unexpectedly. hahaha. im so tamad to post. hahaha pictures nalang :)

chesca, khaye, me, megan

skating rink ;)

adventure buddies :)

school so far

2008-05-26T07:09:00.000-07:00

nakakabaliw. yung lang. hahaha. masaya na ewan. hahaha. pwede ring weird.

school girl nako :) gumagawa nako ng homeworks in advance, hahaha which is soooo unusual of me.

wala akong ma-blog. boo.

RANDOM. me and my wonderful blockmates went to the LRC after class to research on our homework, after going there me and Lora decided to eat 'coz we were soo hungry. hahaha. we ate at paotsin, and siyempre while eating we can't stop talking about BOYS. hahaha. wala lang, ang cute lang pag usapan :)

ayun lang. hahaha. weirdo ako today, holy eff. hahaha. bukas uli :)

first day high

2008-05-21T00:50:00.000-07:00

my first day was uberrr fun :) i woke up at around 5 am then left the house at around 6 am :) my dad accompanied me since it was my first day. hahaha. i arrived at around 6:45 then i met up with Grai since we both decided to go to our class together :)

7:00 am. saw my blockmates, tambay muna outside the room since it was still closed

FILIP1. our first subject, my prof's name was Ginang Babes. hahahha looove it. pero we our homework na. booo. we are not allowed to search the net. we're supposed to use books.

10 min break. went to mini stop to accompany my friends (having some business outside hahahha) nasarhan pa si Grai ng elevator kasi super nagmamadali kami hahahha.

POLIGOV. second subject, our prof was nice, very considerate hahahaha seriously. parang siyang "nag hohomily" pag nagsasalita. hahaha

GEPSYCH. we had a very "bitchy" prof. hahaha. ewan ko feel ko lang. hahaha. the room that was assigned to us was A907 but after going there, we found out that it was a freakin' "conference room" only 7 people could fit. so our prof had no option but to change rooms.

MEETING MIMI. okay, so i saw MIMI! hahaha finally :) nagkita kami accidentally. I guess we're going to see each other most of the time

LUNCH BREAK. to make the story short, nakarating kami sa Quirino kasi di namin mahanap yung SEX. we end up eating at MINI STOP. hahaha super adventure. we had to take the LRT on our way back to the SDA building kasi if we were to take the jeep male-late kami. hahaha so sumakay kami sa LRT hahaha. super fun.

BIBSTUD. free cut!! oh yeeesss. the prof didn't show up so we decided to leave the class. hahaha. first day na first day nag cut. hahaha. oh well.
LRC. me and my "adventure buddies" did our fil hw. hahaha. naks, shcool girls and school boys. hahhaha.

UM. after finishing our business in the LRC, tumambay muna kami sa UM hahaha then MCDO :) uber nakakapagoood.

so basically, masaya ang first day ko. na-culture shock ng slight pero i know i can handle this :) haha. thank you sa akin mga "adventure buddies". hahaha (Me, Grai, Mappy, Mitch)

hahaha whattafirstday

new layout :)

2008-05-19T07:02:00.000-07:00

new layout, featuring Mariah Carey :) I shall update tomorrow :)

update

2008-05-13T06:26:00.000-07:00

ORIENTATION
i was able to attend my orientation yesterday, hahaha. "better late than never" i met new friends and i was able to meet my blockmates [FMA5] hahaha. the orientation went for how many hours and it was soooo tiring, seriously. we had lots of activities lalo na games. hahaha. hindi nako maliligaw at magtatanga-tangahan sa first day. hahaha.

"Do you love me"
it was super fun, i had my consequence kasi i wasn't able to find a chair 3 times. hahaha. i had to "butt spell" "ANIMO BENILDE!" hahaha. good thing i was not alone :D

"Sushi"
we had to like jump while holding each other's hand and forming like a sushi by going around in circles basta, hahaha.

"Pony Dance"
"Front, front, front, my baby.
(clap hands in air)
Side, to side, to side, my baby.
(bump hips)
Back, back, back, my baby,
(touch backs)
This is what they told me."
hahaha it was so funny because we had to dance :)

"Speed dating"
i had a chance to meet and talk to most of my blockmates. hahaha, it was super fun

"churvang game"
i forgot the name of the game, hahaha. basta it was superr fun. di ko ma-explain yung game hahaha

I.D.
i'm supposed to get my ID yesterday but sadly i forgot my clearance so i wasn't able to get it. i'm planning to get it tomorrow together with my new friend Grai. :)

UNLITEXT
1 week na, unli parin ako. hahaha. it's weird pero sana tumagal siya ng super hahaha.

mothers day

2008-05-11T07:34:00.000-07:00

happy mothers day to all moms :)

usapang haircut.
since it's mothers day, my mom treated me to the salon. :) my mom, my sister and i had a haircut. hahaha (i'll post the before and after soon). now i have bangs, as in she bangs she bangs. hahaha. sabi nga nila, "change is good". haay, im starting to get along with this "change" thing hahaha. nanibago ako right after akong gupitan, napasabi nalang ako ng "ayos toh, mukha akong bakla." hahaha. WEIIIRRRD. :) makakasanayan ko rin ang baklang ichura. haha.

usapang strike.
may nationwide strike bukas. mapapa "holy eff" nalang ako. it's my orientation day tomorrow, im excited to meet mimi and meet "new friends and soon to be blockmates". at first my mom permitted me to go to the orientation[FYI: nag check ako ng "no, i will not attend" dun sa orientation reply slip, hahaha pero gusto ko talagang pumunta] then after 5 hours, biglang may balita na may "nationwide strike", as in no transpooo. (kung pwede sanang mag kalesa mula las pinas hanggang taft eh. ahahaha). medyo nabadtrip ako that's my freakin' first orientation sa college tas biglang di ako papayagan? booooooo. my mom said na "hindi lahat makakapunta dahil maaapektuhan ng strike, at pwede raw ma-move yung orientation" EH PANO KUNG HINDI? pano kung magpunta sila tapos ako lang hindi?booo. i'll call CSB tomorrow morning. sana merooooon. oh pleeease.

usapang boyfriend.
i miss him. ewan ko, feeling ko he doesn't feel the same way. the last time we went out was during our first anniv, last april 22 after nun, wala na. we hardly talk and nasasayang unli koo. holy eff. hahaha. weird super. hindi ako galit o ano, gusto ko lang maglabas ng sama ng loob. hahaha.

quick post

2008-05-10T08:18:00.000-07:00

la lang, ilang days nalang i'll be going back to school na. hahaha. trip ko lang mag post. as in quick churva lang. hahaha. may problema ako pero bukas(sunday) ko nalang ipo-post hahaha. anyway, gusto ko lang i-thank si sarah dun sa gift nya :) ehehe. ang sweeet :)

thank you Sarah :)

*i shall update tomorrow :) advance happy mothers day :)

college, finally

2008-05-09T06:41:00.001-07:00

yay!!! masasabi kong college na talaga ako :D hahaha, i already got my schedule and i'm really excited. although nag-aadjust pa ako sa schedule ko. i have a class as early as 7 am and be dismissed as late as 7pm. boooo. as of now, im enjoy the remaining days of my summer. hahaha. ohh emm geee. i only have a few weeks left before classes starts. i'm also practicing my "commuting" strategies, hahaha because i won't be having any "transpo" of my own., i need to take a bus from here to taft. ;) it's sounds really fun and exciting [freedom + independence = love] hahaha. pero minsan it's kinda scary dahil sa mga holdup and snatching churva. :)

last night, we played "PICTIONARY". it was fun, seriously, hahaha. I won, (i won because nandaya ako. hahahaha). nakakatuwa coz i had to draw images with my eyes closed or by using my other hand. hahaha. it was uber fun talaga. i'm really trying to maximize my time here at home because sooner or later i won't be able to do this things anymore and plus, im really enjoying my time bonding with my cousins and nephew :)

being in college really feels weird. haha. di ko alam kung excited bako, natatakot o ano. hahaha. basta all i know is college nako at may future nako. hahaha.

btw, sinong mga FMA5 jan?? blockmates? anyone?? :D

joaneism

2008-04-23T00:03:00.000-07:00

comments are lalalaloove

excited much?

2008-04-21T19:06:00.000-07:00

i made a new layout. :D actually, this serves as my temporary layout. hahaha. I got bored so made my first layout. boredom = creativeness. hahahaha. it's April 22 today, we're celebrating our first year together. yey! ü hahaha. at last! after a long wait. hahaha. oh yesss. finally. :D

another thing to be happy about: MAY FUTURE NAKO!! may COLLEGE nako. hahaha. Im going to Benilde and i'll be taking up Multimedia Arts. wohooo! im really excited, ewan ko i just feel na everything will change, people, friends, environment, teachers, blah blah. hahaha. nakaka-excite talaga.

ayun lang. ahahah ayun muna, later na uli ako magbblog weeee.

its survey time..

2008-04-18T00:03:00.000-07:00

i was tagged by sarah ü

Ano ang magiging reaksyon mo kapag...

1. may lumapit saiyo at nagpa-autograph?
- matutuwa ako. hahaha kung gusto nila magpapapicture pa ako. ahhaha

2. bigla kang hinalikan ng close/bestfriend mong opposite sex?
- naka drugs siya? hahahha

3. binigyan ka ng nanay mo ng 100 pesos at sinabing umalis ka na at mabuhay ka ng mag-isa?
- san ako pupulutin sa 100 pesos? ni hindi ka nga mabusog sa 120 pesos na meal 100 pa kaya? hahaha

4. pinuntahan ka ng crush mo sa bahay mo?
- magpapaparty ako. hahahha

5. dinare kang magyosi?
- no thanks! ;)

6. nalaman mong 1 month ka nalang pwedeng mabuhay?
- gagawin ko lahat n gusto ko :)

7. binackstab ka ng kaibigan mo?
- boo.

8. inalok ka ng GMA7 para sa isang commercial?
- :)

9. hinabol ka ng aso?
- maghahabulan kami haaha

10. natawagan ka ng isang favorite celebrity mo by accident?
- di yun accident, sinasadya talaga :D

11. mags-squatters area nalang daw kayong pamilya mo?
- pausoo. hahaha

12. sumemplang ka sa harap ng crush mo?
- sasabihin ko : "ako lang may kaya nun"

13. nagkagusto ka sa crush ng friend mo?
- weird. hahaha

ANONG IREREPLY MO KAPAG SINABIHAN KA NG:

1. "bakit hanggang ngayon hindi ka pa rin maka move on?
- care mo ba? hahaha

2. "bakit ka ba dikit nang dikitsakin?
- wag ka ngang feeling. hahaha

4. "naiinggit ako sayo"?
- really (shux ang haba ng hair ko)

5. "sana kasi hindi ka nangiiwan diba"?
- "bilisan mo kasi"

6. "ang manhid mo.."!
- "nyeee, baduy"

7. "punta tayo sa mall! nuod tayo sine"!
- "sige basta libre mo"

8. "mahal na mahal kita. sana tandaanmo".
- sure why not ;)

9. "you're too young for me..."!
- boooo, haha okay lang

10. "nakyukyutan pinsan ko sayo"!
- talaga? wawww

11. "pwede pahingi pic mo"?
- pakita ko nalang sayo. hahaha

12. "sali tayo sa wowowee"!
- hahaha sige samahan kita hanggang gate :P

13. "mahal mo ba ko?"
- gising! gising!

14. "can i kiss you on the cheek?
- freaakkyy.

15. "insecure ka sa akin noh?"
- feeling kaaa bruhaa

16. "we're done. di ko na kaya to"!
- you're not alone :D

17. "mas photogenic ako sa iyo"!
- edi ikaw na

18. "mahal mo sya. mahal nya ako"!
- edi sayo. hahaha

19. "nakakatuwa ka naman"!
- ikaw din

20. "bakit ka naninigarilyo?"
- di naman talaga ako eversince noh :))

signssss

2008-04-16T20:38:00.000-07:00

last night we ate ate "tapsilog" before going home. that tapsilogan used to be a japanese resto because of its structure and table setting. I really had to take a pee as well as my sister. so my mom asked the lady where the restroom is. after pointing, me and my sister had this conversation:

me: dali una ka na
sister: okay, inatyin mo ako ah
me: okay.
sister: OMG!! ANG BAHO
me: seriously??
sister: OMGGGG
*after 3 minutes
sister: o, ikaw na. basahin mo yung mga nakasulat. hahaha
me: bakit, ano nakalagay?
sister: basta basahin mo nakakatawa.

when i went inside, i found these signs. hahahaha super laughtrip. di ko alam kung maiinis ba ako or matatawa. i took a picture of these signs kasi naaliw ako. hahaha.

Reklamo so buhay

2008-04-16T10:27:00.000-07:00

marami akong reklamo sa buhay. as in. I DON'T DESERVE THIS. IM SUCH A GOOD PERSON. hahaha. ewan ko ba? pero this past few days, i easily get irritated. as in simple things can make me really mad. as in super mad. From the food i eat to the shirts that i wear. i swear, super nagiging bugnutin at iritable nako. ewan ko ba, pati ako nawi-weirdohan.

REKLAMO #1: FUTURE
as of now, wala pa akong future. [student's translation: wala pa akong college/university] hala. ano nang mangyayari sakin? kinakabahan ako kasi sa friday ko na malalaman yung kahihinatnan. slots people, i need slots. hahaha.

REKLAMO#2: FOOD
2 linggo nakong hindi kumakain ng matino, paulit ulit nalang ang fried chicken at adobong chicken [sosyal di ba? baka maging reyna nako ng mga CHICKEN BOK BOK]

REKLAMO#3: RICE
naiinis ako. simple lang, dahil sa crisis sa bigas. naiinis ako kasi hindi ko alam kung may lintek na shortage ba or pa-chenes lang

REKLAMO#4: BAKASYON
hanggang ngayon andito parin kami sa bahay. nadaig ko pa ang nakakulong at ang mga tao sa big brother house. hindi ko lubos maisip kung bakit kailangan kong mag "buhay-baboy" dito sa bahay? di pako nag sswimming o nagpupunta sa lugar na ikatutuwa ko.

REKLAMO#5:UNLITXT
ilang araw nakong unli pero di niya ako tintext ng matino. nakakainis. palagi nalang busyyy. shiznittt!!! boo.

REKLAMO#6: UPCOMING 1ST ANNIVERSARY
so basically, wala pa kaming napag uusapan or what. wala naman siyang natatanong sa akin or wala siyang nababanggit tungkol dito. pwede namang nakalimutan niya, or binabalewala lang niya, or pwede rin namang palilipasin nalang namin yun ng ganun ganun nalang

REKLAMO#7: I MISS MY FRIENDS
namimiss ko na ang aking mga "super friends". i really hope that we could go out and eat lunch or watch sooooon.

REKLAMO#8: BOYFRIEND
weird, di na kami nag uusap or nagkakatext. ang pinaka huli naming pagkikita eh during graduation day. after nun, "ten-tenenen-tenen"(sound effects) wala na.
~~REKLAMO#8.1: COMMUNICATION~~
nalulugi na ang globe unlitxt sa amin. we always end up saying "txt you later, bc mode muna"
~~REKLAMO#8.2: TIME~~
~~aminin na natin, wala talaga siyang time sakin~~
~~REKLAMO#8.3: TAKING FOR GRANTED~~
~~ewan ko feeling ko lang. sana mali~~